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[by:天琴实验室AI生成v1.0]
[00:24.690]She abandoned me
[00:27.750]She don't live here anymore
[00:33.120]Now the pain is gone
[00:34.830]I'm moving on
[00:36.960]I'm so glad to see
[00:39.510]She don't live here anymore
[00:44.550]And all I have is love
[00:46.590]To keep me strong
[00:48.000]The smell of coke and the feel of rope
[00:50.460]She reminded me of what could of been
[00:53.010]She used to ease the rage by taking a blade
[00:56.370]And pushing til' the blood soaked her skin
[00:59.190]And any means to stop the dreams
[01:02.310]Memories playing over in her mind
[01:05.069]There was no escape she was reliving rape
[01:08.220]And lost and hurt and all kinds
[01:12.030]Growing as a young girl in a home of much abuse
[01:18.000]Growing as a young child where pain replaced the truth
[01:23.820]Growing as a young girl where love was known as hurt
[01:47.910]Cancer ate the hair from mama's head 4 infants dead
[02:01.350]Never could she see past the misery
[02:04.710]All alone in the broken home
[02:07.260]Grief overwhelming their history
[02:10.590]And means to stop the dreams
[02:13.020]They hurt so loud
[02:14.100]They couldn't hear her cries
[02:16.440]No escape filled with so much hate she screamed to god almost every night
[02:22.800]Growing as a young girl in a home of much abuse
[02:28.680]Growing as a young child where pain replaced the truth
[02:34.500]Growing as a young girl where love was known as hurt
[02:51.930]Mama forgive us for lying
[02:57.990]Just trying to make it through the struggle
[03:11.640]Forgive us for dying
[03:12.990]We never meant to cause trouble
[03:14.640]And I know it was hard
[03:15.930]When every time you'd give your heart
[03:17.460]It gets battered and scared
[03:18.870]Now you mad at the lord
[03:20.310]Daddy show us the way
[03:21.810]I know it gotta be another
[03:23.460]Convinces for something
[03:24.810]Replace the tricking and cussing
[03:26.250]With some kissing and hugging
[03:27.840]Erase the visions when you sasso
[03:29.370]Are you hitting his mother
[03:30.630]How the f**k could you love her
[03:32.250]And its all that you taught us
[03:33.630]I had to break a n***a face a n***a
[03:35.370]If you f**k with my daughter
[03:36.540]Heaven and hell
[03:37.500]I swim and balling an ocean to water
[03:39.510]I wouldn't rest 'till
[03:40.500]I called him
[03:41.010]But then
[03:41.460]I looked in the mirror
[03:42.630]And his face got clear enough
[03:44.640]How could we love him when we causing him pain
[03:46.800]Shorty remind me of my momma
[03:48.480]Saying daddy you've changed
[03:50.520]Don't want my daughters thinking
[03:51.810]Crazy with range
[03:52.950]N***as was cool cause the way they was raised
[03:55.080]So I'm turning the page
[03:56.610]And I'm sorry for the pain my black queen
[03:59.430]We had the truth rearranged my black queen
[04:02.460]And you so precious girl
[04:03.480]The lord will guide you
[04:14.430]Once you recognize the diamond inside you